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My mother died this morning and i have no feeling about her.She was never the mother anyone shud have had.My secret is i am glad she is gone.

My mother died this morning and i have no feeling about her.She was never the mother anyone shud have had.My secret is i am glad she is gone.

 
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I hear ya. I'm looking forward to this day with my father and most people find that really disturbing. It's just how I feel.
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I had this exact same feeling when my mother died in 1991. I finally cried three years ago and it felt good to let that part out. But I still don't miss her.
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OP here.thnx for the comments.I have looked very deep down to find a reason to miss her and quess what.THERE IS NONE.
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I think I'll probably feel the same. My mom was VERY neglectful to myself. I was the 4th and last. By the time I came around, my mom was long since done with kids. Now that she's approaching her 70's, she's feeling her mortality and is trying hard to make up for lost time. I try, but I can't love her, so I'm sure I'll find myself feeling the same for her that I did my dad...nothing.
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the the 5th poster SHOULD NOW PISS OFF.TO LAST POSTER I WAS 5TH OF 6 AND 6TH ONE WAS THE BEST CHILD SHE EVER HAD.OR SO THE REST OF US WERE TOLD OVER AND OVER AGAIN.NOW MY SISTER ASKED US TO HELP PAY .WE LAUGHED
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i think i will feel the same way you do now someday when it happens to me
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GOOD GRIEF !! I thought I was the only one who had a less than perfect mother. My mom died in 1995. Treated me terrible said unkind hurtful words and would shake her fist in my face when I was 5 years old and tell me she would be me bloody.Do I miss her ??? HELL NO !!
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I want my socalled mother to live to see my death
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I miss my father.
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I hear you. I loved my mom, but she and my dad were a mismatch, and she took it out on my siblings and I. Don't feel bad bad about it because you are far from alone! You can pick friends and lovers, but you can't pick your family!
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