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between the ages of 5 & 7, my dad would force me 2 take showers with him and rub his penis. i never realized it was wrong until now.

between the ages of 5 & 7, my dad would force me 2 take showers with him and rub his penis. i never realized it was wrong until now.

 
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1 up. I agree. Imean, the Op did not even know it was wrong until someone said it was. Op, how old are you now?
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OP here, i'm 71 now
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Wow. I understand. There are men with black hearts. Please understand, he was a bad person. You did nothing wrong. I pray this did not affect your life as you did not know it was wrong. Morally, he went to hell long before he died.
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Op. He didn't go to hell. There is no such thing. A place called Hell is for religious people who pretend they follow a loving God as they carry hate around in their hearts, hoping their God will torture others
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^ Stop being so dogmatic. There are millions in hell right now, still alive and on planet earth. It's a METAPHOR.
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don't let it define you, no matter your age. give the rest of your life all you've got, you owe it to YOU~
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it took you 60 years to figure this out?? I'm calling bullshit on this one.
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71 minus 5-7 = 60? helloooooooooooo (short bus character here)
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cream rinse dispenser?
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We got some maths geniuses here, I sure tell you! OP, what made you realize?
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OP, you were sexually abused. It doesn't matter that things didn't go further, it is still sexual abuse. I hope that you are getting some help for yourself as well as setting boundaries with your father until you can heal.
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I am the father of two daughters and this story breaks my heart and pisses me off. If he was still alive I'd gladly beet the shit out of him for you. He is in hell. Where he belongs.
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^ First off, I hope your kids spell better than you. It is Beat. Not BEET. Second, there is no Hell. So, stop being so vindictive, Christian man.
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I too was sexually abused from age 5-11 . I am 43 now and there are still aspects of sex that freak me out. Sorry for you and know how it feels :(
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my baby sitter abused me...I made her stop when I turned 50.
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3^ Could be a hell in the afterlife. How would anyone here know? There is certainly a hell in this life.
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when I fart, you'll be the second to know.
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Hell is living a life knowing that your own parent cared more about their sexual impulses than they did about your psychological wellbeing. Hell is never feeling safe or comfortable in your own body. Hell is years of nightmares and then years more of horrible memoies of abuse and torutre coming back. I agree, that hell exists. Hell is the unconsciousness of every person on this planet who minimizes molestation.
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Tell everyone you can about him..Put it in the newspaper, call the police tell everyone and maybe someone will cut his balls off with a rusty knife....Don't keep it to yourself the a** **** needs to be locked up, the con's will take care of SHORT EYES.
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