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I was raped at a young age, now When I watch porn I watch BDSM and Rape fantasys.  It turns me on now.
<br/>I'm sick.

I was raped at a young age, now When I watch porn I watch BDSM and Rape fantasys. It turns me on now.
I'm sick.

 
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me too..
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I'm sorry you had to go through with that. get into therapy and see if you can't find out why violent porno stimulates you. Rape is very bad and I'm sorry it happened to you.
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Attraction is such a weird function of the brain...oftentimes what you are attracted to is the thing you fear most. Maybe you get turned on because your brain is witnessing your worst taboo and replacing that innate animal fear you felt then with a new feeling of power/stimulation. You're not sick, but counseling may help you understand what's happening.
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I'm sorry, I too was raped and I too like violent sex
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Wish you well.
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I will help that out !!
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Me too I like to watch porn thats rape fantisys
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I'd say that's a normal reaction to the violent interruption of your emotional development. Face the fact that you are neither bad because of what happened to you, nor because of these thoughts. Seek help understanding your feelings if you can, but do not be so hard on yourself. You are very, very far from being alone.
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My husband had an affair with some one that wanted him to roll play he was raping her.I could not undersatnd why a woman would want to have this done to her.After reading your post ,just maybe she was also raped at one time and she feels the same way you do .
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thats how i like it to
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its not sick, its ok.
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Wow....I couldn't BELIEVE that someone out there has had the same expirience as me...I am ashamed of how rough I want sex and how close to actual force I need...and it freaks some lovers out..:( Sorry for your pain....
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Most people would consider me a nice guy, but I get turned on when I hear a girl talk about being rape or see a girl get raped. I wouldn't rape anyone, but it turns me on for some reasons.
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I too have the same EXACT issue. I can hardly remember the rape but I KNOW it happened AND I was molested by my Aunt, ever since I have had a thing for women. You are not sick.
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It is the same with me too. Nothing else will get me off.
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Same for me...
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It's normal. I joined several BDSM websites and met a wonderful man that makes my dream come true every single day! Join one, you'll feel welcomed and "normal" again!
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Its self therapy!good girl!
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Im exactly the same way
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YOU ARE NOT SICK THAT IS WHAT YOU LEARNED... NOT AT ALL YOUR FAULT.
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Same here, I'm so glad I'm not the only one
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