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I hate my life. I hate what it has become. I don't love my sons and wife anymore. I want to die but am too scared to do anything about it. I want a new life.

I hate my life. I hate what it has become. I don't love my sons and wife anymore. I want to die but am too scared to do anything about it. I want a new life.

 
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so leave, and when you do, you will realize you DO at love your children.
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Jesus said in john6:47 Verily,verily i say unto you he that believeth on me have everlasting life. 6:48 Iam that bread of life I hope you can find a new life though Jesus. And you can work thou your problem. I wish you well and please be stong for your self and your kids
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you hate what your life has become. yet you have the power to change that. If your not in love with your wife anymore, then at least be there for your children. drop your kids off at friends, or family for a while. then tell your wife how you feel. tell her why you feel this way.
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Seriously, get help. You hate what your life has become, but your life is the result of a series of choices you have made. Many of those choices may have been made in bad faith, like you wanting to believe in things your heart didn't feel were true or right. A counselor can help you come to see the weak you (the one who made your life unhappy) and the real you (the one who wants to start over again and make things right.) These two halves of you need to be reconciled so you can move forward, act in good faith and repair some of what's been broken but may be worth saving. PS: We've all felt like you do at some point...the trick is turning this pain into self power.
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The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is a 24-hour, toll-free suicide prevention service available to anyone in suicidal crisis. If you need help, please dial 1-800-273-TALK (8255). You will be routed to the closest possible crisis center in your area. With more than 130 crisis centers across the country, our mission is to provide immediate assistance to anyone seeking mental health services. Call for yourself, or someone you care about. Your call is free and confidential.
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Click the EASY button!
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What you people don't know is that everything that has brought me to this point has been entirely out of my hands. I have had absolutely no choice in what my life has become.
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I can understand not loving your wife anymore but how do you not love your own kids? Your own flesh and blood?
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They are like her, selfish, demanding and mean.
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Everyone makes choices. How is it that you say that you have had none. Take responsibility for yourself and your decisions. Excuses don't make for shit. Seems like you want to use other peoples lives as an excuse for your own. I came from poor white trash. But I am very successful. I worked hard and did not use the "poor me, I came from a disfunctional family" crap.
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That's cause yer a 'tard.
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Could be worse! Ya know the retarded kid down the block that drools on himself.....
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You need to get a grip, and deal with this.Your life isn't yours,It is a gift from your Mother...you dedicated it to your wife...and sired sons.Honor,Love,Duty,Commitment,these you owe all of the above,you wrote the check, it's due!Else you may point your nose in a direction, and start trucking,there are a lot of abandoned families, whats one more? I don't believe you will though, or you wouldn't have posted. Quit whining and get to work,(no not to a job)Straiten that spine, so you don't embarass your kids and lead them into their future. You might even win a lottery or something.
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how can someone not love their children anymore? fall out of love with ur wife, hate your job and everything else, but how can u hate your children, thats jus sick...
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8^ WTF are you talking about? Sure there things in life that happen to you, but ultimately, you control your life. You must be gen X material. "Poor me". Whatever. I was in the same situation and I left her cheating @ss. Now I'm not only remarried to someone great, but I have a good house in an expensive town...couldn't have that before, all because I took control. I think you're just too scared to be alone.
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