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My life looks perfect to everyone else but all I want to do is crawl in a bottle of alcohol and never wake up again. Someday I will.

My life looks perfect to everyone else but all I want to do is crawl in a bottle of alcohol and never wake up again. Someday I will.

 
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^^^^That's so uncalled for! To OP try to consider going to AA. Your life can be great...that goes for you to Dago, there are g/l/tg AA meetings out there too if you prefer not be go to predominately hetero meetings. Look up the Innergroup phone number in your phone book or online for the one in your city or a city close to you. Good luck, alcohol is but a symptom of a much greater disease.
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So what is your basic problem?
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my only friend the end.
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it's so much easier to succeed when your aim is to be a loser. If the rational part of your mind decides that your comment above is crazy talk, then you could invest six weeks of your life in trying to develop the habit of gratitude. Every time you think of it, especially every time you feel the way you do above, find something to thank God or the universe for. 90% of the modern depression epidemic is because people aren't paying attention. Smell the roses, be glad the lift didn't drop, delight in the smile of a child, enjoy the silences, cherish the friendships. Love the job, or else love the paycheck, or else love the fact you can leave it when you want. Give time to cancer wards, or chronic pain sufferers. Share some of the secrets of your 'perfect life' with the shy, awkward, ignorant, inept or ugly. Have the courage to give it a try. You've always got the bottle option available after that.
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