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I HAVE ONLY SEEN MY FATHER TWICE IN MY LIFE THAT I REMEMBER,SO WHEN HE WAS DYING I DIDN'T MAKE IT  TO SEE HIM ALIVE AND I WASN'T UPSET THAT I DIDN'T MAKE IT

I HAVE ONLY SEEN MY FATHER TWICE IN MY LIFE THAT I REMEMBER,SO WHEN HE WAS DYING I DIDN'T MAKE IT TO SEE HIM ALIVE AND I WASN'T UPSET THAT I DIDN'T MAKE IT

 
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Ditto the guy above me. You say it doesn't bother you that you weren't there yet you go out of your way to post it as an untold secret. It's your parent. Good, bad or indifferent relationship, we mourn them or the ideal of them. You are too. It's OK.
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I AM THE OP,I SAW MY FATHER FOR THE SECOND TIME LAST JUNE ACTUALLY ON FATHERS DAY IN TEXAS,AND HE MET MY CHILDREN.I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER AND TOLD HIM TO CALL ME I WANTED SOME KIND OF RELATIONSHIP THEN I WENT HOME TO CALIFORNIA .HE NEVER CALLED AND WHEN I CALLED HIM HE WAS BUSY.WE FOIND OUT HE HAD LUNG CANCER AND WITHIN 5 MONTHS THEY CALLED AND SAID HE WAS ON HIS DEATH BED,I SPOKE WITH HIM AND TOLD HIM THAT NO MATTER WHAT I LOVE HIM,HE DIED JANUARY 2 AND BURIED JANUARY 3 AND I WASN'T VERY EMOTIONAL,I FEEL LIKE HE KNEW WHAT HE HAD DONE (ALCOHOL,CHEATING AND HITTING MY MOM ) THAT IS WHY HE KEPT HIS DISTANCE IN THE END.
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to the OP. you were very graceful & kind to your father in the end. it was a beautiful thing you did to let your children meet their g-pa. you set a great examples for your children.
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Dont write in all caps...Make the effort to push the shift key.
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(covering ears) we can hear you...
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