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My life is falling apart. I feel like I need to be high/drunk to get through it. The pain is tremendous, and being high lessons it if even for a bit. I need it!

My life is falling apart. I feel like I need to be high/drunk to get through it. The pain is tremendous, and being high lessons it if even for a bit. I need it!

 
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i've been off the shit 4 years.when its time to stop you will know,if you live that long.you may want the drugs but you don't need the drugs
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You don't need it and to be honest, your life is faling apart because you are on it. Guess what? The pain is tremendous for EVERYONE! Sometimes it is so bad, you think it will destroy your soul... but it never does, it can't. Here is a little secret for you... pain is good for us, it helps us, makes us stronger, helps us to feel and feel and have empathy for others. There are ways to work with pain that don't involve drugs. Sometimes pain can be such a beautiful gift. You are missing out because you are escaping and running. Time to face life now. You can do it.
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Take a run with your dog, the adreneline rush is better! You will back yourself into a corner that you can't get out of on the path you are taking. Smoking weed is probably a lot better for you than drinking though... just get the powder out of the mix!
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You need CA.
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No big deal. This is how we all get by LOL
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That's why they call it addiction. Face your pain or it will never go away, but with the drugs YOU will.
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All addiction begins with pain and ends with pain. There is no way around it. So face it, experience it, and heal.
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the weed thing isnt that scary, but if your doing coke and more..then no good...take it easy ok? just try to be more productive, clean your house, take your dog out more...call your mom etc etc....i smoke alot too...but thats just me..lol
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I know what you mean. I am not addicted but feel like I need it to get by. otherwise I am just focusing on all the bad shit. Weeed and booze makes me forget about it.
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^um yes, you are addicted if you need it to get by. Most people get by without either. Um, also, sometimes you are supposed to focus on all the bad shit and... DEAL WITH IT! Life is hard, get used to it and stop being such a selfish, lazy brat who needs their hand held. Grow up and deal with your life.
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shoot dope
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Everyone is addicted to something. everyone uses something to get by. So get off your high horse 2 post up^. I bet you watch to much tv? or maybe use the internet too much, or you like to eat a lot, or you exercise a lot, or read trash rags a lot, or bite your nails, or have some wine, or go shopping, or sleep around, or go to sleep etc....there are a million things to distract you from "dealing with it" as you say. So what is it you are avoiding??
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well at lease get a better pipe.
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^LOL
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rehab, clinics...... do yourself a favor. Think of the good things you have done for the ones oyu love....then thinkk of all the hurt you've caused. As I had to do.....Apologize and even if you feel as if you are not forgiven, at least you have forgiven yourself.
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learn how to spell dumb ass
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once I Found the courage to take responsibility for my problems and not blame everyone else recovery came somewhat easy. If you can get a couple months straight you will fight for everyday. take it from me meth coke booze pot pills never helped my pains but you know what? 7 years off that crap and my pains are gone
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go suck on a syringe
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I've smoked weed for 35 years and I recently tried to put the pipe down. I want to keep smoking but it has been affecting my memory too much. My memory is coming back but I am bored to tears. The shit available to me has been way too powerful.
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What were we talking about?... Next! *puff* *puff* *pass*
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took me a long time to get clean, but when i did i learned i could deal with life on lifes terms...it gets better.
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