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Mom knew it happened,It breaks her heart, and I know that. Even though he's dead I still hate myself for what I let him do to me! I'll never be happy with me!

Mom knew it happened,It breaks her heart, and I know that. Even though he's dead I still hate myself for what I let him do to me! I'll never be happy with me!

 
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Then why did you let him do it?
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It's over now, move on, you CAN be happy with you, forgive yourself!
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Fuck him..he's dead....it is not your fault...get some professional help, you will get better...
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he was the one with the problem,good ridance the best revenge is living well,not doing so gives him power
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Please don't ever think "i let him do that to me"... it wasn't ur fault... he is in the wrong, he knew better... not you!!! I hope time will heal... from experience it does get better, but never goes away... take care of yourself.
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My first cousin felt the same way after her father died. he molested her and bribed her with gifts and money to keep her mouth shut. The thing is some kids love their father even though they are being violated. My cousin wasn't raped but she was improperly touched and its tearing her up. She's 63 now. her father has been dead for over 20 years. Get in therapy unless you want to end up like she did.
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nah, nah, nah, nah.....and that means NO you cannot think that way!! Do not succomb to your emotions. If you don't release this and move on, your going to fall prey to it for the rest of your life. I am not advocating it is all right, but we all have varying tollerance levels, whether it's with sex or with the foods we eat and everything in between. You need to come to terms with it and put it behind you or it will ruin your life. Just that you posted this is proof of that. Please be strong.
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Better you, than my kids. Sorry you weren't so lucky to have a father like me.
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^well that was just mean!
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it wasn't my dad, he's amazing, mom kept it from him, and i was four!
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You're the one that let him so you can only blame yourself.
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^so you people who say that "you let him, so it's your fault" blame the child that gets molested? most children know it's wrong, but are usually bribed into not saying anything, to someone who can help them!!and 5^ i don't think it was the father
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Over come it if you did not die from it.
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those are built in desires that begin to drive and influence thought and behavior very early. if you were a child, you made a childs decision. take the lesson and use it, stop picking your scabs let them heal.
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