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I beat myself up everyday over the fight we had. I never should have told you to kill yourself. After you did, I realized how strong words can be. I love you.

I beat myself up everyday over the fight we had. I never should have told you to kill yourself. After you did, I realized how strong words can be. I love you.

 
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damn, even charles manson would think this is low.
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love? when you love someone, you ask for forgiveness and do everything to make them forgive you. Quit your crying! always think twice about wtf you say..... i learned the hard way..
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Oh my god. That's heavy. I cry for you.
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Very SAD !!
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WOW!. you have entered a place wher reality ends. You got your wish. And know it haunts you! MY appreciation and condolence.
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I had a similar experience with my fiance. Tho I didn't say that exactly, I did say a bunch of mean things right before he killed himself. What someone says matters. Now we know how much :(
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TOO LATE
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Get help for yourself so you can begin to heal. I am sure his problems were a lot deeper then you ever knew! The words came out of your month in anger but on some level he must of wanted to die! Get help and forgive yourself..
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OP~He was my best friend. We grew up together, hung out everyday. I feel it's my fault. I knew he was having a hard time. I knew he wasn't complete. I knew he wasn't happy. I feel like I killed my best friend and there's nothing I can do about it. He's gone forever and I'm left here in misery.
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